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Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
12:38 am
im so fucking fat.
Im hidious.
this is it.
Its crunch time (literally)
No food for 4 days.
and I know i can do it.
Im going tooo!
and im going to do great.
Lose weight.
More weight than ive ever lost in my life.
Im going to work hard.
Work har to achieve!
Im going to excerise.
At school.
and i will win.
I will beat you ana.
Im going to be as good as you ana.
If not, even better.
You can see to that.
Ill make you proud.
The proudest you have ever been to one of your followers.
One of your slaves.
Because i love you.
And I love myself.
And I want the both of us to be happy.

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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
6:05 pm
I have been slipping away.
eating a lot.
I hate myself...

I need to lose at LEAST 20 lbs, and SOON. 30 is more like it.

Want to hear something sad?

I dont have a scale.

SOOOOOOOOOooooo im going to bribe my mom into buying me one. And one that shows the ounces and everything.

My friend Laura has a scale that says THINNER on it. Its the name brand i guess. I like it. Good name id say.

So can someone PLLLLLLLEAAAAASE comment on this. And tell me any tips that they have. I really need them. More then ever.
or email me at i_heart_ana@hotmail.com



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Friday, December 21st, 2001
8:41 pm - im sorry ana
im nothing but a fat peice of fucking shit.

i should die.

im sooo fat... i cant even fast. all i think about is food.

im a cow.. i hate myself, i hate my body. i hate the way i look.

i can feel my chins,.. just growing.. even though they arent at all visable, i can feel them starting, soon theres going to be 2 then 3 then 4 then 5...

im a blob. fat.fat.fat.fat.fat.fat.

i should be shot.


im sorry ana. all i ever do is let you down. all i ever do is eat, and then do nothing to work it off, i just sit on my ass.

im sorry..... sooo sorry..

i betrade you.

ana, will you forgive me?

im going to go and dice up my body...

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Monday, December 17th, 2001
10:41 pm
i just had a cold bath. I sat in the tub for 15 mins freezing my ass off. why? so my body would have to warm me up, and make burn some cals.

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8:09 pm
I just read this thing about viniger. now its all i want to drink.. :S

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Thursday, December 13th, 2001
3:38 pm
today i ate:

one cookie
and a small bit of a sandwhich.


now if i can pull it off for 4 more days???

I sure as hell hope so.


my stomach feels so full, but i havent really eaten today.

and i havent really drank much either.



I have to go and buy some more laxatives. I havent had any for like almost a month. I think i started becoming dependant on them,,, but im better now. So I can start again!



i love ana

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12:23 am
havent posted in a REALLY long time.

im fat. a big fat fatty fat fat fat fat COW!

I need to lose weight. If I dont, i dont know what ill do.

cut myself to death?

I dont know how much longer i can live like this.

20 lbs?? PLEASE!?!?!??! thats alll i want gone..

someone? anyone? help me?



IM FAT!!!!!!!!


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Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001
9:38 pm
Well, This is my first time using Live journal.

And I like it a lot.. Its WAY easier to use then DiaryLand.

Um yeah.. Im pro ana. :D

I hope that being here will let me meet some more people like me, and allow me to get tips and whatsnot.

I heart rainbow brite... :) I wish i was her.

hmmm i made a pig of myself today... i can say that much...

A sandwich, apple and some mashed potatoes.... :(

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